Mesutka N John baner......!!!!

......i woke up with this lazy bum attitude today...pullin one self outta bed o chillin morning is a bloody project in it self...though it was just like any other mornin, dogs barkin outside my window, my roommate snoring away to glory...i was very much anxious coz it was about "mesutka"...it was a big day for him...PLACEMENT RESULTS...the previous evening "john baner" too gave me a rockin news regarding her placement...so it was just left for apna "mesutka" to be the icing on the cake...

....My brother has put in a lot of effort ...it is not easy to decide for a career change all by urself ...at an age when u are still learning the side effects of fornication...he took a switch...every body includin me were not convinced .....
Although i still think that whether u chose a profession by choice or if its thrust upon u...one could still excel...I may be wrong when i say this but my brother's career switch was not because he could not do engg but it was fueled more to the fact that he wasted a couple of years ...the past record of being an excellent student did not jive well with his current performance so our man thought of startin afresh....A bold decision, a brave one...he fought against everybody n for the past four n half years took crap from every one..(hey i was not in the givin crap group..) i too was on the recieving end...

....i guess today there is a sense of satisfaction on him n little on me as well coz today has been a pay back day...i admire my mesutka for the choices he has made in his life ..starting with the career switch to being with "john Baner"
The point i m tryin to make is that there could be a possibilty that law is not the thing for him...probably when he took the switch he was not too sure whether this will work ..but i think he was pretty much sure of one thing which was that if he still continued with engg he still would have been in the dumps...I guess this clarity in choice has been the real reason for his achievment today.....
..Mesutka has risen like a PHOENIX from the ashes

..For "Baner" what can i say....she is this piscean with a difference ...both have been a support for each other .n i in my opinion they owe it more to each other than to anybody else.....
LOVE U GUYS!!!!!always

work! work! work! ..............

oh!!!!
Finally i got some time to park my butt in front of the computer... Life in this hamlet of a place has been an ordeal in itself to an extent ,but things are looking a bit settled both on the job n on the accomodation front.As we are heading towards our project dead line things are gettin a bit hectic as well .....more pressure ..more things to do..more drawings to comprehend....(an engineer without drawing is nothin..finneto) ."Keep my self busy "is the mantra now ....my survival strategy you could say.
There are a couple of italians in our group as well ...they have come all the way to help us build our mill...Its really funny when they interact with our people you know...coz our people can barely manage the grammer part n they themselves find it difficult to rhyme dove with love...i mean u have to see it to believe it...looks like marlon brando is talkin to rajpal yadav ...picture that n you will laugh your guts out.But you know inspite of such diverse work culture they still have managed to be intact and have delivered effectively...
As an engineer there are few things that have become really clear to me...for example i learnt that an engineer workin in core field that again in a project oriented environment has to do half tech related job and the other non tech stuff i really can't write ...(it would give a very depressing figure for budding engineers who would be iching to take the plunge , i really don't want to scare them u know..)
Well this keep busy mantra is workin as of now..lets see how long this lasts ...for some other time ..will have to come up with another survival tactic.....lol!!!

Pain!

In life there is one thing that is persistant ..... Pain. (I m not much of great writer or something .... just tryin to pen few lines just to let things go out of my mind.) We all have it , somewhere deep down inside.. there is pain..hurt..sadness. Why do we love someone so much that we are ready to accept every uncomfort on their part just to make them feel at ease? Why giving should be the way of life? ....Where ever love has found its foot.. pain has tagged behind. Its become sort of a substitute, a customery ritual to experience it.
People say love thrives all around, between... girl friends ..boy friends..old friends...family n relatives..... yet again the very cause of hurt , grief or sorrow are the people whom we know.What do you do when a good friend betrays u.. makes u feel feeble ..so feeble that u hate urself for being so . What do u do when relationships fail because somewhere the darn distance has crept in and u are completely helpless ...? Are u made of a sterner stuff that u have the courage to go against ur hating guts to forgive n forget ....or u isolate. What do u do? because doing either is equally tough.
I think pain brings about a sense of maturity in ones life..(i do not advocate for pain though..) it shows u exactly what you don't want to see or believe .At the end it makes you grow into a stronger person... Does God wants us to experience pain in life so that after going through these bumps we value relations in a more serious fashion... but hey i did not cause any harm or pain or was disloyal then why do i have to go through this ... Has it made me a better person.. has it made me more mature..? All that i m doing is searchin for these answers which seems to be elluding me.........