Change!!!!

You hate it or love it but the fact still remains that change is inevitable....you cannot escape change ,there no running from it .Every body in his/her life has to go through their share of it. Personally i as a Piscean hate the word change ,but the irony is such that there has been maximum amount of transition post college.

To begin, i moved to greener pastures -the good ol Pune my favourite city on this planet earth..seing myself grow up there was a privelidge- (to me at least..) Anyways the shift was purely to land in a place of opportunity because job was what i needed more than anything...We want or lets say we need different things at different stages in our lives ,i guess this demanding need of ours propels us to change ,be it our priorities .
After three months of struggle i got placed in the core sector ,a place where hardcore Engineers thrive....Again there was this change from No Job to "yeah i got one too people"

What a relief it was to be employed..i consider my self lucky and i thank God for cuttin short the struggle season...Well almost couple of months into the job came another change....A good friend changed to an aquaintance and a gurl friend to no friend at all..It was pretty hard to cope up with it ,i was tangled in this emotional turmoil ...it was a big hit .
What started as a decent year was now ending up as a stained one.....

This was not enough for the "Dude Almighty" sitting above..Just as we were reaching the brink ,the year end ..i had an accident.Due extreme carelessness of a fellow employee i landed myself in hospital with a fractured forehead n a surgery in the offing....But like i said God is indeed a DUDE to me coz ultimately i pushed through all post accident happenings smoothly...The Dude saved my life , it was a narrow miss i mean i could have been coma or been gone forever...

After effect of this mishap affected a little on the work front as i was gone at a crucial time while Trainees like me capitalised .... There was again a change in my work habbits i started getting off work early , tired early ...It took time but i gradually increased my pace to rock back with my colleagues...

My friends will move out in time to come ..This summer is full of transitions.John -Ishi-Baner is gonna get back to Delhi n i dunno when will i see her next or won't be at all..
Aditya will leave his job n move to carlifornia for MS....buddy will be gone for long,we had the best times together ....
My brother mesutka is gonna head to blore for his job posting..(ok thats a good transit coz he will earn more than me n so i will spend all his cash)

I hate change .. i so wish that i never had that break-up, i so wish that aditya would be around, i so wish that my brother n ishi be together like this in times to come.., i so wish that the friends i lost on would have been there but for things said n done i can only say that worst is the sort of change that LIFE brings on to u.... its not fair , its hard and will thump u down and keep u low if u let it be ..its not only about how hard u get hit by all the depreesing shit that just keeps piling up every moment ..rather its about how much u can take emotionally .physically , mentally and still move ahead.....