I hate sundays...!!!!

Yes .....
u heard it right .i just hate it ..it gets me dangled in this serious retrospection mode thing which i detest completely....For a whole week i m in this fixed routine and suddenly a day off leaves me clueless ....although i try my level best to sleep away as much as i can but the day is too long to just do that...

So after i try n wake up by noon n peep outside my window .... the view of cows n buffalo(s) gets me thinking..ya the company is great but why am i in this hamlet of a place ..why can't industralists make steel in an urban jungle.....why do i, as a young man of 23 be deprived of weekend social escapades at more deserving places like pub n discs .....

Worse comes next when my mind gets flooded with career issues ....so how long do u plan to stick to this job? do u think u can handle the technicle shit that just keeps increasing by the day..? do u think u have it u to handle and commision a particular system all by yourself..?do u think...oh please shut up..its sunday after noon for Pete's sake gimme a break will u......!

My hostel is freakin dingy place to be put up in..n sunday is just the day that i realise what kind of accomodation i have ....the icing on the cake is that my computer crashed today , my only source of entertainment ....well come to think of it there is one good thing that i get to do peacefully is surf the net in the evening
..get hooked to the world for which i m crying out loud to get back too.....
cheers!!!

"go shouting its ur birthday"

The best part about celebrating ones birthday alone is that u get to eat the cake all by yourself ....lol....it all started at midnight when ISHI n AAABHHII called ...the birthday hymn was sung in chorous and me was on cloud nine... after this my hot babe mallu chickie pal from school DEEPA gave me a buzz ....we were speaking to each other after a long time ..it was good..she threw a marriage proposal but i insisted that she should surf a lil more before she zeroes it on me....lol....it was great people were calling..one after another...next in the wish parade was apni desi SADDI KIRAN.....apni college senior.....she was up just to wish me..n was sounding a lil drousy over the phone so i told her to sleep offf...was really sweet of her to call...

next morning calls started pouring from home...mommy daidy n poochi jha called up to wish me... after recieving the whole blessing sessions and aashirwad things i realised that i should move by bum a lil faster if i have to be in time for work....
Friends from college with whom i hardly spoke since end of college called ..it was really a great feeling...to be given so much BHAU....apna SHEVADE bhai n NIZAM wished following after noon....

after attending calls my mind litreally wandered away from work and my boss could see that...i was away thinking about friends ...college ...the fun we had.. ..especially my last birthday where there was booze ...muzik..women..(ok ..shucks thats the down side ..no women)..and birthday video and most importantly friends....... the previous week i had been to ISHI's birthday so was missin the fun i had ....

I was thinking of JAMUNA bar outside our college.... the company of friends and 3rdd rate quality of liqour we would become men for limited addition....was thinking of nizam 's wise crack comments and shevade's drunken nautanki.....us singing together on the street on our way back ....

Was a lil lonely though i just realised how life has changed ..how we have changed ...be it by compulsion r whatever ..but the fact remains that wherever u are its family n friends that make ur birthday ...even if u are away ,one is considered lucky to have been rememebered by sooooo many of them ...So though my birthday was nothing like the last time ..but it was still a rocking one in its own way.... i loooove u guys and thanks a ton to every one for remembering me.....