I hate sundays...!!!!

Yes .....
u heard it right .i just hate it ..it gets me dangled in this serious retrospection mode thing which i detest completely....For a whole week i m in this fixed routine and suddenly a day off leaves me clueless ....although i try my level best to sleep away as much as i can but the day is too long to just do that...

So after i try n wake up by noon n peep outside my window .... the view of cows n buffalo(s) gets me thinking..ya the company is great but why am i in this hamlet of a place ..why can't industralists make steel in an urban jungle.....why do i, as a young man of 23 be deprived of weekend social escapades at more deserving places like pub n discs .....

Worse comes next when my mind gets flooded with career issues ....so how long do u plan to stick to this job? do u think u can handle the technicle shit that just keeps increasing by the day..? do u think u have it u to handle and commision a particular system all by yourself..?do u think...oh please shut up..its sunday after noon for Pete's sake gimme a break will u......!

My hostel is freakin dingy place to be put up in..n sunday is just the day that i realise what kind of accomodation i have ....the icing on the cake is that my computer crashed today , my only source of entertainment ....well come to think of it there is one good thing that i get to do peacefully is surf the net in the evening
..get hooked to the world for which i m crying out loud to get back too.....
cheers!!!